Because You Matter

Dear Girl,

I know some people wouldn’t understand why
but you keep on striving
and struggling
but they just see your
mistakes
on how you keep on failing,
how everything is always your fault.

I hope you never drown
of all what you are feeling right now

I hope when you think of failure,
you don’t think of yourself
because you are bigger
than the monster inside you
and from the entities around
I hope you never let it conquer you.
look for the beacon inside
use it and let it guide you
on your way back home
I hope you find home.

I hope from the
very moment after you read this
your heart isn’t heavy anymore
I hope you could breathe again
hearts filled with confidence
and wear the smile that could
make someone else’s day
I hope you believe in yourself
and forget about how irrelevant you are
because you matter.
Your existence makes this world.
you may not be someone else’s cup of tea
but you can be someone else’s cup of coffee
or a sweet martini or
the cherry on top of a banana split

I hope you appreciate who you are.
the person who engages despite her frailty,
the one who could get through it all;

the valiant warrior and
a woman of substance.
I hope your eyes shine brighter than
the flames running through your veins.
because you are the sun;
be the glow in the midday sky,
the blazing ball of fire
A celestial.
So never forget to burn bright.

It has taken so long to understand this pain of yours, and still hundreds don't, tomorrow too, hundreds won't. Stop feeling like you're doing wrong, like you're spreading the wrong vibe. You have every right to do anything that helps you heal. Never be sorry. Don't be sorry. You're a full blown warrior as cliched as it may sound. Do whatever it takes to win your fight.

And never apologize for it.